Stories behind my DAYS OFF in DOHA

September 27' 2007 at Khalifa Tennis Complex

Most of my Days off I'm just in my room doing my daily Internet-Eat-Sleep routine or sometimes if I'm a bit bored I will go to the mall by myself & unintentionally buy some stuff that I don't actually need just to forget my boredom & to please myself! BEING IN MY ROOM MAKES ME REMEMBER & MISS THE KIND OF LIFETSTYLE I HAD BEFORE; being outside just reminds me how sad being alone..

My past 2 months of Roster (Flight Schedule) are actually my worst months so far.. No much layovers, just tiring turnarounds that would give me enough to buy a prepaid card! Lot's of Days Off,Last minute roster change,Standby,No MNL,double sectors, flights with passengers that treats cabin crew as their servant/maid & flights with passengers that dressed intelligent but act STUPID!!! I've been Pissed off lately!!! but what to do!?

I don't have MNL or CEB again for the month of October but at least I have some destinations to swap for MNL.. I just hope they're willing to swap with me & It'll be approved! It's weird why they keep on giving MNL to indians & keep on giving me Indian destinations Every months for 10months now (Sometimes twice a month!!!) There comes a time I really get pissed off and called the rostering! I told them "Hello! I'm Filipino! I'm not Indian". I'm being to stressed lately that no matter how many sleeping pills I took It's still hard to sleep...

I miss waking up each morning with my breakfast prepared & no need to think what will I eat the rest of the day. I miss the delicious home-cooked dishes of my mom, I miss the conversation whenever my family & I plan a trip to visit my relatives in the U.S twice a year. I miss going somewhere knowing someone will drive for me. I miss malling with my family from morning to evening! (Literally the whole day!) and attending mass every sunday.. I miss it when I don't have to worry for my credit cards payment due (Because I'm just supplementary!!!) I also miss having a lovelife,hahaha! JOKE! I miss my room http://starvillanueva.multiply.com/photos/album/61/My_HOME_Sweet_HOME I miss our house, it's the only place on earth I called HOME.

There are lots of things that I miss & will be missing as time goes by... I still believe Everything's happen for a reason.. There's no perfect life so I better learn to live with it because life goes on. Despite of all the pressure I do feel now, I'm still thankful to God for everything, Thank you to those people sending me messages (nakakataba ng puso) & Thank you to all my friends here in Doha... May God continue to bless us all...